My mom will have her first chemotherapy session. Well, her first this time. Unfair. Yes, unfair.
In the last four weeks since her surgery, things have been bad, gotten worse, gotten better, gotten worse. Sleepless nights. Deep, hard, heavy sleep. Prayers cut off in mid-prayer because I just can't stay awake.
She's going to fight, so I'll fight too, even when what's happening takes my breath away. Even when I wake up in the middle of one of those deep sleeps thinking of questions I need to ask her, things I need to say, thing we need to do.


Praying for your Mom and your family. Even from this far away I can see the awesome bond you share. I'm pretty sure all the things you need to say she already knows.
Posted by: Brooke | 03 October 2012 at 08:12 AM
You and your Mom are in my thoughts, Laura.
Posted by: Claire T | 03 October 2012 at 08:18 AM
my heart hurts for you & your family. i will continue to keep you all in my thoughts & pray for her recovery.
Posted by: kristy taylor | 03 October 2012 at 08:34 AM
prayers and love, my girl.
prayers and love.
xoxoxo.
Posted by: gabby | 03 October 2012 at 09:59 AM
Your post put a lump in my throat...hugs and good thoughts headed your way for your entire family.
Posted by: Joanne | 03 October 2012 at 10:14 AM
oh laura - my prayers are with you and your mom.
Posted by: betsy sammarco | 03 October 2012 at 10:14 AM
xoxo
Posted by: heidi | 03 October 2012 at 10:19 AM
I am so sorry for this journey your family is traveling. Praying for strength and healing and peace during your moms treatment. Hugs!
Posted by: Rachel | 03 October 2012 at 10:22 AM
Sending love to you and your family.
Posted by: Katie | 03 October 2012 at 10:26 AM
Prayers for your family.
Posted by: Nita K. | 03 October 2012 at 11:32 AM
Continued prayers for your Mom, you and your family. Following her blog too- she is a fighter for sure.
Posted by: jeny | 03 October 2012 at 11:38 AM
Continuing to pray for you both!!!
Posted by: April | 03 October 2012 at 12:32 PM
hugs to both of you...your mom is one amazing woman, reading her blog she has such strength and is so very lucky to have you...
Posted by: laurie lariviere | 03 October 2012 at 02:02 PM
Sending my prayers to you both.
Posted by: Michelle L | 03 October 2012 at 02:32 PM
Continued prayers offered for your mom and your family.
Posted by: Linda J | 03 October 2012 at 02:57 PM
I'm sad for you both, but hopeful too, because I know you will no doubt be the light she needs. xxoo
Posted by: Elizabeth | 03 October 2012 at 03:06 PM
Your mom is so very much on my mind ... much love to her and you.
Posted by: Melissa | 03 October 2012 at 03:08 PM
oh laura...im praying so hard for you and your sweet mama right now!
dont wait to ask her those things, say those things or do those things with her!! trust me...
Posted by: Carrie K | 03 October 2012 at 04:13 PM
Sending my love and prayers to you and your Mum x
Posted by: Sarah | 03 October 2012 at 06:36 PM
Thinking of you and your mom, Laura. Lots of love.
Posted by: Shmooples | 03 October 2012 at 07:45 PM
Praying for you all. I hope you are able to ask her everything you want to!! ♥
Posted by: Rebecca Lovell | 03 October 2012 at 09:11 PM
Thinking of you and your mum, and praying for you.
Posted by: Ingrid | 04 October 2012 at 03:58 AM
HUGS Laura, praying for you both....
Posted by: audra | 04 October 2012 at 07:24 AM
praying for you guys constantly.
Posted by: Steph H | 04 October 2012 at 02:46 PM
Saying lots of prayers for your mom and the rest of your family. Take good care...
Posted by: Nora | 04 October 2012 at 10:14 PM