...I am. Getting ready for a new commute to work. Starting next week, I'll be commuting to Charlie's school three days a week after accepting a position in the school's administration.
Working from home can be amazing. If you have time during the day to actually work. Working every night from the second the kids went to bed until after midnight most nights is exhausting.
I'm excited to be back in an office. I am thrilled to be working at Charlie's school. A wonderful place. And he's there. And Clara will be there too.
...I gave myself a (small) budget for a new work wardrobe. Melissa helped me pull some ideas for outfits together. And then I e-mailed them to my mom for approval.
I emailed them because my mom is back in the hospital. And that's why I've been quiet. For someone who usually has no shortage of words, I sure don't know what to say about this. Some days I don't feel right being happy. Some days I don't feel right being sad. Most days I just don't feel right.


It's ok not to feel right. Sending you lots of prayers and love to your mom, you and your family.
Posted by: TaraMcK | 28 January 2013 at 11:11 PM
Thinking of you and your mom and praying...
Love the outfits and so excited for you that you get to work at their school! So fun!
Love ya friend...
Posted by: Kasey Laughlin | 28 January 2013 at 11:26 PM
love you. xoxo.
Posted by: lisa truesdell | 28 January 2013 at 11:42 PM
I love the outfits. Working in an actual office is fun news.
Hugs and prayers for you and our Mom.
Posted by: Katy | 28 January 2013 at 11:55 PM
Those are super cute outfits.
Thinking of you and, especially, your mom...
Posted by: Nora | 28 January 2013 at 11:58 PM
It is definitely o.k. to not feel right. I'm sorry she's in the hospital again and cannot imagine how you must be feeling, truly. In the midst of it there is always joy to be found somewhere, especially with your darling kiddos. great news about the job at the school; my Mom was our school secretary when I was in primary grades and I loved it. (back in the day!)
Posted by: Susan | 29 January 2013 at 12:01 AM
All the best with your new job! I know how hard it is to work from home...lots of prayers for your mom. Xo
Posted by: Rachel | 29 January 2013 at 12:16 AM
you are so beautiful, friend.
saying prayers for your mama.
and honey girl-- you have the right to feel however you feel at any given moment. always.
love you.
xoxoxo.
Posted by: gabby | 29 January 2013 at 06:44 AM
Working at my kids school is my new dream job. I hope you love it! Love the outfits. Love the red. I found a cute dress in the most unlikely store the other day, $15. Sad when my underwear costs more..ha!
Always thinking of your Mom. Quiet scares me.
Posted by: Brooke | 29 January 2013 at 07:06 AM
Hugs! My prayers will include your family. Please take care of yourself too. Getting out for that job will probably help once you get adjusted. Life is a constant adjustment, isn't it?!
Posted by: Pam S. | 29 January 2013 at 08:04 AM
oh laura, as a daughter of a mom that passed away from cancer, and a mom with cancer, i say live your life to the fullest. that would be the BEST gift you could ever give your Mother! whatever you are feeling at any moment is okay, and it is alright, and probably not just one emotion at a time....hugs to you and your mom..and prayers...
Posted by: laura g. | 29 January 2013 at 10:03 AM
First, I want to say Congrats on the new job. Hoping for something similar next year. Was offered a possible sub position at the kids school :)
And Laura, I am so sorry for what your family is going through. I will keep your mom, well all of you in my prayers.
Posted by: Mary Jo | 29 January 2013 at 01:16 PM
Thinking of you and your mum and all the best for your new job. Just wanted to say I loved your SC PL work.
Posted by: Donna M | 29 January 2013 at 01:52 PM
Oh, Laura. I am so sorry to hear that. I will be keeping you and your mom in my prayers. I hope that helps. Stay positive. Your mom needs the good vibes to make her stronger. Best of luck to you and your family!
Posted by: Jessica B | 29 January 2013 at 06:02 PM
Continued prayers for your mama. Love the outfits.
Posted by: Katie | 29 January 2013 at 08:57 PM
Adorable outfits and I know your new adventure will be great for you!!!
Thoughts and prayers for you and your sweet family always.
Posted by: Becky Trump | 29 January 2013 at 10:11 PM
I know that feeling so well, Laura, and it is not good. I love your new dresses. Also, working in the school where your kids go, is a great experience. Enjoy your new career!
Posted by: Barbara Devine | 30 January 2013 at 07:46 AM
Laura, this was not the news I was hoping to hear. I'm keeping you, your mom and family in my thoughts and prayers.
I'm wishing you the best of luck with your new job! Great wardrobe! Please take care of yourself, I'm sure especially at this time you are pulled in many different directions.
Aud
Posted by: audra | 30 January 2013 at 08:19 AM
you look lovely Laura, and I wish you the best at your new job...will keep thinking of you and your mom :)
Posted by: laurie lariviere | 30 January 2013 at 10:40 AM
Red is such a good color on you. You look beautiful! Sending love to you and your amazing Mom.
Posted by: Maria | 30 January 2013 at 01:56 PM
Looking gorgeous and hoping your new job is perfect- as you deserve it to be!!! Sending big hugs to you, your mom and entire family!!!
Posted by: Annie | 30 January 2013 at 10:20 PM
looking adorable as usual. Praying for your mom. Don't feel guilty about your feelings, it is a complicated time. Hugs
Posted by: Charlotte | 31 January 2013 at 12:08 AM
hugs from me to all of you,and prayers too..mom too..xo,j
Posted by: judy | 31 January 2013 at 12:14 AM
Hugs to you, best wishes for your mom. I wouldn't even begin to think that I would know how to deal with all that!
Congrats on your new job!
Posted by: Shelby | 31 January 2013 at 01:18 AM
sending prayers and good thoughts to your mom (and you too, Laura!)
Posted by: christi | 31 January 2013 at 03:26 PM